I've got an appointment with the diabetic specialist on Monday and I know I'm going to be in trouble. Three months ago when I went I had bad sugar levels, my weight and blood pressure had both gone up. He suggested that they may have to do something drastic to bring my weight etc down and to go away and think about the surgical options. I managed to convince him to give me three months to try and do something about it at home myself.
Unfortunately, the last three months have been some of the most stressful I've experienced and my choice of comfort when faced with stress? Food.... not good.
So I've started to think about the concept of a Gastric Band operation... especially as I know that when I go back on Monday my blood sugars will be worse and my blood pressure isn't much better.
I've tried diets on and off over the years. I can usually manage to lose between one and two stone and then I fall off the wagon and it goes back on, plus some more. I'm now heavier than I've ever been, fed up about it but have no energy to do anything. I'm also anaemic so constantly tired, not to mention stressed to high heaven with the financial situation at home. None of which is a good environment for me to exercise or lose weight. I find when I try to eat healthily my food bills go up - why is crap, non nutritious food so cheap?
Anway, what I need is something to ensure that I can't overeat and will make me have to eat less... hence the Gastric Band. I've got a huge list of questions which I will take with me on Monday and we'll see what he has to say then.
Watch this space as they say :)
Originally started as a place to share my writings when I was doing my Certificate in Creative Writing at Hull Uni. Now I use it to vent when I'm depressed, share good news and my knitting/crochet creations.
Friday, 15 October 2010
Circles dishcloth
I knitted this thinking it would be perfect for washing dishes.... needless to say Hubby decided it was far too nice to use for dishes and it's sitting forlorn on the back of the sofa. I'm thinking of getting a box frame for it and framing it?
Still, I'm really pleased at how well the cloth came up :)
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